Pretty simply either I am in a good state or wishing I wasn’t around… My tolerance for feeling crappy and confused is very low as I seem to go to fright very quickly- Panic is not fun.. not many light hearted laughs available.

My purpose in life is to INJoy it… I have named the state the GTBA which stands for Glad to be alive! a wonderful rush of energy but not always available to this human (me) so My feelings are my cue and my clue.. when I am revolving there is generally a circular way of thinking that just repeats and repeats…it is not fun in the least – giving off “what ” if “concerns and catastrophic thinking.. the worst possible outcomes that thankfully haven’t manifested even tho I seem to insist living in their possibilities.