fear

scary is shitty and your heart contracts.. so watch out! for negative thoughts or the day will be ruined

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I really have to change my ways here… turn off CNN- and listen to the quiet instead of the WHAT IFS coming out of the TV. France is preparing for chemical weapon attacks… that’s great. FEAR.. fear  fear …. for sure , of chemical weapons, I just don’t like to cough uncontrollably until expiration… I am sure of that. … and if that were to be in my future… I would rather not experience  it over and over again (in mind) until the actuallemente!
Challenging ?? for sure… and there have been many challenges to the human race and all other living species.. this is not the first.. However the constant barrage of news is an assault on a nervous system. Luckily, not all humans watch the news… I didn’t until I was of a certain age. I know my grandchildren prefer UTUBE… thank gosh! However, it is difficult to get out of the way of these screaming headlines. Isn’t it??

I do not want to be anything but cheerful and joi de vivre ish  for the rest of the time in this body… I want to enjoy what my eyes see- even if it if happens to be exploding.  I want to wow thru my day. flowing  and having an open flexible mind… not one that is on overload from wolf blitzer and christopher cuomo et al….not to mention myself.. (not doing this though)

I have met a few great people lately, who just seem to want to suffer… so if that is your plan for the week, month or moment… this awful polarity that is going on… with Irs- oops , I mean Isis,  really contributes greatly and can keep you ,or me, or anyone in a constant state of SERIOUSNESS  and Fear. But remember that is not enjoyable.

No matter what is going on somewhere… I am still only HERE. Physically for sure… but mentally – watch out and batten down the hatches… cause if your mind is the decision maker without control…. Boy, this would be as scary as it gets…so far

WOWCH!!! scary scary stuff…so enjoy and be the great spirit you are..

Being aware ... being awake, being mindful, chaos, Miscellaneous

while we are in our bodies take advantage of the beauty that is all around…. don’t wait to enjoy every breath that you take…cause as I watch the news… the world is turning into a video game or movie where the Baddies of the world are gaining power  by changing all the rules of civility and holding everyone hostage to their own worst nightmares…

As individuals, what can we do?

I refuse to walk around being afraid of every face that i see..suspecting the worst.. of other humans… it is a paradigm of great offense… however… as an individual I have only my own thoughts to keep me free from the terror on the tv and in the streets of Paris… It is horrifying! there is not another way to think about the crimes of ideology and the rights of some to assault the world as we know it and make life so fragile and terrifying..for most of us out here.

It isn’t right! that is right! It isn’t fair! But it IS, nevertheless, happening… how we respond in our minds will really be the way we live… Lemonade recipe- rethink and examine our personal priorities – what would be important in an existence that has suddenly become so fragile and sensitive to the beliefs and will of many others who have no common language to speak with each other… Live and let live.. is threatened on every level.

The Present time is what we really have to deal with,,, our methods of living have been so future oriented.. “what do u want to be when you grow up?”- “one day… I will…. “someday I want to.. etc. Just one person who is motivated by ideas I can’t ingest or digest can blow up every dream and fantasy while they pull a cord or push a button or unload some assault rifle into a crowd of humans they want to annihilate.

The Present can still offer us laughter and satisfaction – good meals, great music, good company having meaningful  moments , however, perhaps we will revalue  and reevaluate our time here on this planet… not take tomorrow for granted, guard ourselves against reaction and take the reins of our minds…make sure we don’t waste this existence driving ourselves crazy with worry about days that may never manifest.

Shit like this – I don’t pretend to comprehend… but i will let it be the impetus for Mindfulness. where I can Enjoy  and not be reduced to living in fear and suspicion and or revenge.

The sun came up this morning… and I will Uber…and be grateful to see the beauty of nature on this planetFullSizeRender copy

about… SCARY…news and touching on being an ELDER

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when did going to the movies or the mall  or almost anywhere… become a test of courage?  if u are old enough to listen to the news, or have a computer, any number of ears, can read and so on…. even overhear others concern…..you just might pick up the vibe is fearrrrrrr!

crazy has upped their game in this world…..in the place of just killing yourself cause you want to…. and i think even if it is against a law…. man , that is a personal decision. so if and when i want to….  i will.  Life is to be enjoyed and shouldn’t have to be a grueling, endless despairfest… However, deciding to kill yourself after you  have shot up a church,theatre,neighborhood, anywhere!!!  eliminating others and breaking many hearts  That is for one thing, NOT FAIR to the rest of us…and the vibration it sends wafting .

Never before in my life have i  EVER entertained thoughts that someone could be BEHEADED… INSANE……new low from the meanies out there.

Making lemonade here,, would entail. ..for one thing, rethinking your value of time and life…making a concerted effort to ENJOY yourself… actively aware of what you are creating with your thoughts and manifesting….in your life… ( studying enjoyment and feelings would be more valuable then many of the subjects in school…) Presence and Awareness…101 thru ever.. cause we should “GROW TIL WE GO!!!!”,,, i made that up..lol

Fear is a killjoy fear is killjoy fear is killjoy – new chant.

Being in a certain age group… certainly casts your lot as to what will be experienced… in your lifetime…. i am thinking the world is already warm enough., I really like knowing the polar bears have enough surface to party on, everyone keeps their head unless they don’t want to,

I am naming this group ELDER – lots of things happen… physically and mentally… saying goodbye to some body stuff… losing hair, growing dark hairs at lightening speeds, etcetcetcetcetc…. no need to go there now…But as an Elder I want to say SCARY SUCKS...