humans! sorry for us all… Ban blame to begin.. and have compassion… no one would choose misery.. july 8 wowch!!

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Blaming creates anger, and righteousness and more strife… whose fault is it? the answer to that question is so what and who cares????   this approach never changes what is “hurting”.. does it??   I have lived with that – anger (my own and others) and it is not ok. We take sides? for what? aren’t we all HUMANS?… If you are a Christian read the rules fgs! (for Gods sake).

what is a human?? why don’t we learn how amazing the arc of life is when we are starting it…we are born – we know that- for what?..not for anger- i have never seen an angry blaming baby– rather a baby human filled with wonder and awe at every opportunity it (he or she) has… awesome- that is what life can be… we give it the negativity- we (the humans) as we grow older and shape what we think/ thought without careful mindfulness – just roting our way through life- for the most part we aren’t even there/HERE! Where we can experience the wonder and joy that comes from merely seeing almost anything… or sensing it – ( for those who do  not see)-

whenever I hear or make  a spontaneous wow!!! and it  just comes out with a sound that is not available to me to reproduce… so softly and appreciatively WOOOOOWWWW. oh btw  I drive Uber- I make my people look outside at the unbelievably beautiful mother nature going on…. i love when i hear their genuine pleasure and amazement… and i say ” there – thats the feeling- the feeling of junderment (joy and wonder)!! you just can’t fake it. and it feels so natural – so human- so ….. no words for the feeling but it is contentment and wonder combined…

I feel so sorry for everyone involved in the hate attacks- and that includes the sorry killer and his family , as they were involved emotionally and i am sure it is not easy – and of course the victims and their families- and everyone- because I truly believe somehow we have gotten off purpose- the purpose to be ALIVE and Enjoy our lives- that would take respecting every other human on the planet…

How desperately miserable one must be to kill others when you want suicide.. not very fair to combine homicide with your demise…where are we off? somewhere for sure… I think we misunderstand our minds… do you have a mind? or Are you your mind??

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WOWCH!!! scary scary stuff…so enjoy and be the great spirit you are..

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while we are in our bodies take advantage of the beauty that is all around…. don’t wait to enjoy every breath that you take…cause as I watch the news… the world is turning into a video game or movie where the Baddies of the world are gaining power  by changing all the rules of civility and holding everyone hostage to their own worst nightmares…

As individuals, what can we do?

I refuse to walk around being afraid of every face that i see..suspecting the worst.. of other humans… it is a paradigm of great offense… however… as an individual I have only my own thoughts to keep me free from the terror on the tv and in the streets of Paris… It is horrifying! there is not another way to think about the crimes of ideology and the rights of some to assault the world as we know it and make life so fragile and terrifying..for most of us out here.

It isn’t right! that is right! It isn’t fair! But it IS, nevertheless, happening… how we respond in our minds will really be the way we live… Lemonade recipe- rethink and examine our personal priorities – what would be important in an existence that has suddenly become so fragile and sensitive to the beliefs and will of many others who have no common language to speak with each other… Live and let live.. is threatened on every level.

The Present time is what we really have to deal with,,, our methods of living have been so future oriented.. “what do u want to be when you grow up?”- “one day… I will…. “someday I want to.. etc. Just one person who is motivated by ideas I can’t ingest or digest can blow up every dream and fantasy while they pull a cord or push a button or unload some assault rifle into a crowd of humans they want to annihilate.

The Present can still offer us laughter and satisfaction – good meals, great music, good company having meaningful  moments , however, perhaps we will revalue  and reevaluate our time here on this planet… not take tomorrow for granted, guard ourselves against reaction and take the reins of our minds…make sure we don’t waste this existence driving ourselves crazy with worry about days that may never manifest.

Shit like this – I don’t pretend to comprehend… but i will let it be the impetus for Mindfulness. where I can Enjoy  and not be reduced to living in fear and suspicion and or revenge.

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